Something's wrong...

Something is most definitely wrong. I can feel the Universe shifting and I'm not sure if this is a good thing or not.

I'm having Supernatural withdrawal symptoms. It's like automatic detoxification... I'm quite fearful of it, truth be told. I no longer crave it so much. Don't get me wrong, I'm still excited about next season and I still think it's a great series but the enthusiasm isn't that intense anymore.

I have lost the feeling of giddy when I read fanfiction. (Honestly, I used to get all hot and bothered with Wincest or RPS but now, it pretty much appeals to me like processed paper on whole wheat.) I'm no longer inclined to watch an episode 5 times before I'm satiated. I realized that I've been watching it of late to critique on storylines, set design, costume design and honest to goodness character acting.

It's not the hiatus or the lull before the next season. It's not about the boys either. I still think Jared, Jensen, Misha are very attractive to the point of illegal but there's like a switch in me that got flipped and I'm just not...there anymore.

And before you say anything, this isn't a reverse psychology bullcrap that I'm throwing out. I'm just being honest.

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I got new friends because of Supernatural (Yes, that would be you Michelle, Tammy, Anita, Tracy and Dallal). I've converted a lot of people into watching the show (which pretty much proves the strength of my influence on people) and I still think Eric Kripke is a genius. I thank the show for that.

Whatever this change in me is, there's something good that's going to come out of it. I know it.