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Change management
I haven't been writing lately. Been caught up with work and damage control for the fucked up job the other girl did. Now, we have to suffer for it.
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Change is a tricky thing. I've always been adverse to change. Somehow, I hate the feeling of being thrown around in a box; I hate having to check for my vitals to see if I've survived only to go through the entire process again.
However, I do acknowledge that there needs to be change. I can change, just let me do it in my own terms.
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I got my heart broken this week. I felt betrayed and I felt that I was judged.
This is the reason why I don't have a lot of friends - and I mean friends in the truest sense of the word. Once I feel that I've been betrayed I can't be held responsible for the chaos that will ensue.
Maybe I am a difficult person to be around with. I'm great with all the "fun" stuff but when it comes down to the nitty gritty of it all, I'm the least likely person anyone can come to.
I can roll with that. People are difficult, that's why there are bombs out there cults that declare holy war whilst the other side does so too. Which makes you wonder which deity truly exists and rules the world.
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I just don't want to be kicked in the head when I'm down for the count.
That's just not fair.
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Change is a tricky thing. I've always been adverse to change. Somehow, I hate the feeling of being thrown around in a box; I hate having to check for my vitals to see if I've survived only to go through the entire process again.
However, I do acknowledge that there needs to be change. I can change, just let me do it in my own terms.
***
I got my heart broken this week. I felt betrayed and I felt that I was judged.
This is the reason why I don't have a lot of friends - and I mean friends in the truest sense of the word. Once I feel that I've been betrayed I can't be held responsible for the chaos that will ensue.
Maybe I am a difficult person to be around with. I'm great with all the "fun" stuff but when it comes down to the nitty gritty of it all, I'm the least likely person anyone can come to.
I can roll with that. People are difficult, that's why there are bombs out there cults that declare holy war whilst the other side does so too. Which makes you wonder which deity truly exists and rules the world.
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I just don't want to be kicked in the head when I'm down for the count.
That's just not fair.
