On the contrary

sometimes
I do stupid
contrary things.

because I miss you
I avoid you.
because I think
I'm falling
in love
with you
I convince myself
that I'm not
what you need.

why would
you ever
want me?
you
who are so
wonderful
and gorgeous
and intelligent
and perfect
why would
you ever choose
me?

you could have
anyone
someone
who can make
your heart
flutter
someone you can
give your
perfect smile to.

someone
who is
not
me.