Not excited, honestly

I'm not excited about my upcoming trip. Others think that it's such a cool thing to do - to be sent for training in another country with all the expenses paid. However, I'm honestly and truly torn.

I don't want to go because I'm not even gone and yet I miss my family terribly.

I don't know how I'll get by without my hubby's hugs and kisses. I think I'll be spending so much in overseas calls.

I don't know how I'd go through each day without having to kiss my children - smelly feet, drool and all.

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But I'm doing this for them.

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Happy birthday Brew! I miss you too man.